For better or worse.

Here's something you might not know on your wedding day: somtimes the 'worse' can get really bad.

Sheldon found out his company made him redundant today. Via a phone call.They will give us a two month pay out. 

Okay.

We are moving out of this house. An effort to slow down the money running out of our door.

Cancer...
Unemployment...
Moving out....

Hello.
Stop now.
Thanks.

Seeing my boy devastated this afternoon was ridiculously bad.
He is the provider.
He is a great provider.

...and then suddenly....
Okay-
We don't need this house.
We don't need the career.

We need each other.
We need a complete healing.
We need our boys.... who I miss beyond words right now.

Okay. 

Still breathing here. Still walking through. Just hit a hurdle.

For better or worse. Regardless of what worse looks like.
Regardless.